Monday, March 29, 2010

Sat Mar 27, 2010


Met with friends from high school after 23 years!!! I'm so glad that I went! It's amazing how enriching that experience was, and set the stage for a week filled with positive energy and happiness!!!!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Road rage

Some chick totally disrespected me and simulated that she was going to crash into my car....instead of using my head, I lost it. I feel like a complete idiot, and wish I could go backwards in time to just ignore her. She called me names, and I think on some level, it really stung. Too bad I wasn't bright enough to not lose my cool in front of my kids. My 4 year old told me later that I shouldn't yell at the cars. I'm really sad that I did that today. SIGH

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Tiger Woods/George Lopez

Laughing is so great for the mind, spirit, and psyche!!! I'm watching the George Lopez late night show for the first time, and OMG he's hilarious! I am usually an idea assassin when it comes to celebrities with newfound talk shows or late night spoofs....but ths is a winner and a keeper! Tiger Woods.....reminds me of my soon to be ex husband....just flying by the seat of his million dollar pants, with no regard for anything but his "yooohoo." How lame?! I mean hello! Don't get married Tiger and Terrill (spouse lol), Just stay single and play the field. This way you don't condemn your souls to eternal damnation lol! The soap box has been exited.....and scene : )

Sunday, March 21, 2010

formspring.me

What makes you happiest in life? http://formspring.me/searching4quiet

formspring.me

What makes you happiest in life? http://formspring.me/searching4quiet

formspring.me

What makes you happiest in life? http://formspring.me/searching4quiet

formspring.me

What makes you happiest in life? http://formspring.me/searching4quiet

What's the best place near you to get a pizza?

Regretfully, you would think livng in a college community there would be the best pizza joints ever. Wrong! My favorite pizza hands down came from a little mom and pop spot I ate at in Mahattan, NY years ago : )

What makes you happiest in life?

Family Time

Been spending allot of time with my brother Troy and his nieces. It really has changed my life. I'm so use to being "The Lone Ranger." Knowing someone has my back, cooking for my children and I, playing with them and being a positive male role model, just feels great! I don't feel so sad that they have a father that absolutely refuses to be there for them. Although nothing takes the place of a "father"....they are fortunate to have some kind of male role model in their lives, and for this I feel both grateful and blessed!

Friday, March 5, 2010

Recent sadness

It's been a long time since I blogged. Not that there hasn't been anything interesting iin my life. Hmmmmmm, let's see..... moved back to Vegas. Live in a beautiful apartment community. Had a Mother's Day that was peaceful and receieved a card from my BFF and some beautiful wishes from FB friends. My estranged husband didn't email me at all.That hurt, but I expect that because we have been estranged for over 1 year now. Lately I have been having dreams of abandonement and it's caused alot of depression for me. I am looking forward to my renewed life here in Vegas, but I guess I anticipated that I would have a renewed relationship with people that I had falling outs with. So the moral of the story is that I have to brush myself off and keep it pushing because no one is going to attend my pity parties but me : (

Slacker


OMG guys...I haven't blogged and have had a hellavu lot of incidents worth talking about! First of all, my estranged husband totally dissed our 4 children. He stated that he could only help out with our children, like he does the child he had during our marriage, if I "helped him more financially" like that child's mother. All I have to say to that is.....WHAT THE HELL EVER!

On a lighter note, March 4th my eldest child turned 16! He's awesome! Thanks for all the love and support guys! Pic is of the birthday dude Kejan Joshua Smith~