WR6G Hardman Center, Riverside, California (PWS)
Updated: 11 sec ago
43.9 °F
Clear
Windchill: 44 °F
Humidity: 66%
Dew Point: 33 °F
Wind: 0.0 mph
Wind Gust: 1.0 mph
Pressure: 30.29 in (Falling)
Visibility: 10.0 miles
UV: 0 out of 16
Clouds: Clear -
(Above Ground Level)
Elevation: 821 ft
That's my evening...well the demogragraphics of it all. The full story is that I spent the New Year, watching Dick Clark, alone. My 3 babies, asleep, tucked in tightly. My teenage son, at a party. No call of course from a 15 year old at his first party with new friends and cousins lol!
A sadness came over me when the clock struck midnight. Why? Well I'm married, but separated from my spouse. A man that I love so much it hurts, but just isn't willing to give 100% of himself to family and marriage. I didn't even get a call, but then again, I really didn't think I would. I watched so many couples kiss and hug. I woshed that he was here with me doing the same. But what can you do, it is what it is right?
I am so happy that God blessed me with another day/evening. My beautiful children, wonderful friends and family. I'm going to think "break through minded". I know that God will mend my family, bring a beautiful home foR us, and financial stability.
2009 brought alot of joy (my daughter Alyssa), pain, ambiguity, and hope.....moving forward, I know that with positive affirmations, and visualizing all that I hope will come to pass, 2010 will be the best yet!!!
Updated: 11 sec ago
43.9 °F
Clear
Windchill: 44 °F
Humidity: 66%
Dew Point: 33 °F
Wind: 0.0 mph
Wind Gust: 1.0 mph
Pressure: 30.29 in (Falling)
Visibility: 10.0 miles
UV: 0 out of 16
Clouds: Clear -
(Above Ground Level)
Elevation: 821 ft
That's my evening...well the demogragraphics of it all. The full story is that I spent the New Year, watching Dick Clark, alone. My 3 babies, asleep, tucked in tightly. My teenage son, at a party. No call of course from a 15 year old at his first party with new friends and cousins lol!
A sadness came over me when the clock struck midnight. Why? Well I'm married, but separated from my spouse. A man that I love so much it hurts, but just isn't willing to give 100% of himself to family and marriage. I didn't even get a call, but then again, I really didn't think I would. I watched so many couples kiss and hug. I woshed that he was here with me doing the same. But what can you do, it is what it is right?
I am so happy that God blessed me with another day/evening. My beautiful children, wonderful friends and family. I'm going to think "break through minded". I know that God will mend my family, bring a beautiful home foR us, and financial stability.
2009 brought alot of joy (my daughter Alyssa), pain, ambiguity, and hope.....moving forward, I know that with positive affirmations, and visualizing all that I hope will come to pass, 2010 will be the best yet!!!
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