Random

Family is irritating me....one gene at a time

Status

Lately I have been very reflective about my "status" in this world. I tend to live a self fulfilling prophecy and I'm not happy with that. I seem to have more people in my life that desire to see me in a rut, than to succeed. Maybe that's not true. Maybe I'm victimizing myself to over compensate for my own failures. *sigh*

Bittersweet

Moved to South Carolina. Been separated from my spouse for over 2 1/2 years now. Got saved. Love chuch. living with my cousin for now. The end.

Road rage

Some chick totally disrespected me and simulated that she was going to crash into my car....instead of using my head, I lost it. I feel like a complete idiot, and wish I could go backwards in time to just ignore her. She called me names, and I think on some level, it really stung. Too bad I wasn't bright enough to not lose my cool in front of my kids. My 4 year old told me later that I shouldn't yell at the cars. I'm really sad that I did that today. SIGH