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Sad today and feeling lonely....

Sibling rivalry

It seems as though all my younger children do is bicker and make one another miserable. This in turn makes me furious and toting a headache the size of Mt St. Helen's. I read various children's articles that say this common. I try to count to 3 even 10 when it seems like my head s going to explode. But I found myself filled with anxiety. The cure? I enrolled them in daycare!

Lionel Todd Ruff Sr.

My eldest brother Todd, departed this life on December 5, 2010 after a 2 year long private battle with Lou Gehrig's Disease. Although there is a hole in my heart, I know now that he's receiving love, affection, and blessings from our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. RIP to my amazing big brother.

Lionel Todd Ruff Jr

My eldest brother Todd departed this earth on December 5, 2010 of Lou Gehrig's Disease. He fought a long battled after an initial prognosis of less than 12 mos to live...that was in 2008....there will always be part of me missing....but now I have a guardian angel. RIP my darling big brother!

Bittersweet

Moved to South Carolina. Been separated from my spouse for over 2 1/2 years now. Got saved. Love chuch. living with my cousin for now. The end.

40 years and starting life on a positive note

Today is my 40th birthday.....I still feel 30ish lol! I had some laughs and tears. I thnk all in all things are going to look up for me : )

So much in so little time

Sooooo, let's see.....I've given up on trying to co-parent or reconcile with my estranged spouse....my car was towed by a renegade cop, my job with Williams Sonoma was a farce, and the house I'm renting was an expensive hoax. So now I moving AGAIN....to a deluxe apartment in the skyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy